No Excercise

Well. I didn't excercise today. I did however

2 pieces leftover popeyes chicken *like 900 calories i know*
1 biscuit
1 small handful of cajun fries
1 tablespoon raw honey with
1 cup of black tea
*this mix really seems to get the metabolism flowing I ironically had an empty stomach right after drinking it. so crazy*
1 SMALL *about 500 calories worth* GoldenSpoon Yogurt
     with fudge on side and almonds :) YAY FOR HEALTHY ALMONDS
1 lite bagel (the really thin ones)
 With a tablespoon of NUTELLA
1 cup of hot water
2 tablespoons APPLE CIDER VINEGAR
1 Tablespoon RAW HONEY

So I consumed an awful lot. BUT... I didn't feel half as bad as I did last night going to bed so miserable and stuffed with grease. There has got to be a way to break this cycle and get on the healthy path. I know it isn't meant to be easy but Lord I am really lacking in getting active and STAYING active. You have got to deliver me from this sedentary and lazy lifestyle of mine. It just isn't fun. But I know LORD that you don't care what I look like but you do care for my heart and I believe that my lack of self-motivation is just an example of the relationship we have. I haven't been fully meeting you in spirit and truth. I haven't been fully yours. But LORD I desperately want to be that woman. I just need you to help me. SHOW ME HOW TO GIVE MYSELF FULLY AND WHOLLY TO YOU JESUS! You are my rock and my salvation and there is no other GOD but you. I will bow before noone else Christ. Thank you for saving me and bringing me to where I am.

My weight is not the measure of who I AM in the eyes of JESUS. But it is a measure of how I treat HIS BODY and HIS CHURCH. I fill myself more with JUNK than the word of the LORD. Please LORD give me that clean heart and renewed spirit. TRANSFORM ME CHRIST.

I AM YOURS!

♥ CHECHE