Night 2

So. Here I am on my 2nd night and I have to tell you that I honestly do not want to work out. I tried on workout clothes today and nearly passed out at how just unattractive they all seemed to look on me. Maybe it was the mirrors or maybe it was my head but either way I felt kinda defeated. I still haven't done my circuit but I feel like I will definitely complete it as soon as I get off. Either way I plan to inform you of what exactly went down.
I ate like a kid who loves to eat today

@830am:    bowl of oatmeal
@1115am:    spicy chicken sandwich 4rm chick-fil-a
@1pm:      Bowl of tortilla soup + redrobin steak fries
@6pm:      2/3 of a like it COLDSTONE FRENCH VANILLA W/ OREOS
@7pm:      A bowl of mixed fruit
@810pm:    A bowl of mixed fruit
@9pm:      1/2 a slice of pumpkin bread
@1030pm:   Handful of salt n vinegar chips + 1/2 pizza slice


so as you can see. My food was messy, sloppy and crazy today. But that is the honest truth. I even forgot the few pork rines I ate :(? I just wanted salty and decided to eat from the bag my coworker had on the table. I felt like a waste during the coldstone feeding, steak fries feeding and late nice chips and pizza snack. I was actually not able to enjoy the coldstone because it honestly lacked flavor and didn't really taste like much of anything. It was cold, creamy and sweet but the vanilla flavor lacked ALOT and the oreos didn't really stand out taste wise. Everything blended into one big cold, crunchy, creamy blah. I ate more than I wanted out of hunger and threw the rest away at church.
The pumpkin bread was good and I only ate a bit but I felt like I should have stayed away because of the COLDSTONE I had already eaten earlier. And the bread was homemade which was awesome! The handful of salt n vinegar chips and pizza slice were silly because I am supposed to do my circuit and how in the world can ANYONE be motivated if 30 minutes before they were sopping up grease? LoL
So basically you live and your learn. What I learned today: Coldstone is overrated thank God it was free. Snacking on grease before working out is dumb. I need to eat my fruit throughout my day. I need to buy groceries so all of my food intake does not consist of drive-thru and greasy fried food :/.

Alright! That is all for tonight. Tune in tomorrow to find out how the circuit did or did not go. What will I chooose hm...

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